2 John 6
"And this is love: that we walk according to His commands. This is the command as you have heard it from the beginning: you must walk in love."

Monday, April 23, 2012

Ready, Set....WAIT!

So tomorrow I am officially 36 weeks pregnant.

Mentally and physically I'm so DONE being pregnant. I appreciate the little movements that I feel. He lets me sleep really well so I don't have any complaints in that department. I am using the restroom 2-3x's more than what I was. My clothes don't fit. However, I'm really doing well since my cold 2 weeks ago. It was miserable. As far as right now...I feel him moving south. Everything is stretching and with that comes "moments" of sharp pain in my hips that can stop me in my tracks (yes it's normal).

People say to "enjoy" this time of pregnancy. I am, by going on special dates with my husband. However, there is nothing enjoyable about being HUGE and uncomfortable. I know that less sleep is coming...but at this point I'm willing to trade almost anything just to have my body back. I want to fit in my clothes again. I want to shave my legs normally, I want to use my abs to sit up, I want my thighs to not rub together, I want to sleep on my stomach, and I want to eat something without dropping it on my stomach, I want to stop being clumsy...I think the list can go on but I'll stop.

This has been the hardest part of pregnancy by far. It's a hurry up and wait for that moment. I just want to know when it is.

There you have it...my brain and emotions.